August 30, 2005

POSTED AT 12:55 PM   Fuck... i really feel bad today. ang sakit tlga.. he just broke up with me yesterday. and i was really shocked. i didn't expect it to happen na parang ganun na lang kadali matatapos ang lahat. ang sakit. 2 years and 6 months din, and dito lang pala hahantong ang lahat. shiet.. after all sasabihin lang nya sa kin na he wasn't sure of his feelings for me. damn it! nasayang ang pagmamahal ko sa isang tao na hindi pala ako kayang mahalin kahit kailan.. asshole tlga.. hay.. nalilito na ko. nababaliw na ko. i don't know what to do. i badly need help. =( 2 bites frm freaks

August 19, 2005

SIYEEET!!! POSTED AT 01:13 PM           Ang hirap ng kalagayan ko ngayon. Hindi ko nga alam kung saan ako lulugar. Grabe. Minsan naisip ko ang sarap magmahal. Pero narealize ko na mahirap pala yung ikaw lang ang nagmamahal. Akala ko pwede pang gawan ng paraan, akala ko makakapaghintay ako  na mahalin din ako ng mahal ko.  Kaya lang nakakapagod pla na maghintay sa pagkakataong hindi na kailanman darating. Napakasakit isipin na nasayang lang ang panahon at pagmamahal na inialay ko sa taong hindi pla ako kayang mahalin.           Dumarating din pla yung pagkakataon na hahanapin mo ang pagmamahal na gusto mong maramdaman. Tao ka lang din, shempre gusto mo na mahalin ka ng taong mahal mo. Sa panahon ngayon, mahirap na yata makahanap ng totoong tao at totoong pagmamahal. Kung sa bagay, bata pa naman ako para maging uhaw sa tunay na pagmamahal. Pero ang tagal-tagal ko ng naghihintay na dumating ang taong tunay na magmamahal sa kin, bakit ang tagal nyang dumating?           Hirap na hirap na ko. Ano ba ang mas mahirap? Yung  magmahal ka ng taong di ka mahal, o yung piliting suklian na lang ang taong mahal na mahal ka? Cno ba ang sasagipin mo, yung taong mahal mo, o yung taong nagmamahal sayo? Nakakasakit ng ulo… Nakakapundi ng utak. Nakakapanginig ng laman. Litong-lito na ko. Ano ba gagawin ko?           Im dead.. 1 bites frm freaks

July 23, 2005

Journey of LOVE POSTED AT 08:28 AM Love begins with a smile., smile of neither passionate nor affectionate being.. Strikes with the sparkling and shining spectacle that fashions the beginning of getting to know each other. Start of acquainting and winning one’s trust. It’s also the first stage of understanding mutually, communally and at the same time enjoying the twist and turn of the mere and platonic relationship,. In fact, it’s the grin that lightens and color the day, and makes everything straight no matter how crooked it is.           Love grows with a kiss. A sweet and endearing kiss of hypnotism and poignant lips from the bottom of the heart. Gentle, touching and heartbreaking. Planted with real and unending sincerity and genuineness. Culture with absolute openness, integrity, honesty and truthfulness. The starting point of exploring beyond the limit. Seeking the demands of the physical needs. Searching the deep meaning of love until such time their full wholeness is surrendered, shared and treasured for a lifetime.           Love ends up with tears. As the imperfect smiles and wicked kisses had left the vanishing heart behind, as the cruel smiles and unkind kisses leave off the immolating heart out here-clouding of streaming tears will surely crowd on the surface, the humble heart will unquestionably be left complicated, trunk-loaded with spiteful reminisce.           This I know, is how it starts… This I know, is how it ends… For this I know, is how love finds its way. have some bite?

July 17, 2005

hei..hei..hei POSTED AT 02:50 PM hiyee! long time no post.. ahehehe.. grabe naman kase, im so busy ngayon. medyo serious sa buhay.. niweiz.. na-mizz ko ang tabulas. ten years na yata ako hindi nagpopost e. dami kase ginagawa ngayon. thanks nga pla sa mga naging friends ko dito sa tabs. u know who u are. wla lang.. kahit na hindi naman tayo nagkikita pa, feeling ko magiging comportable ako sa inyo. hehe.. medyo madrama tlga ko. sowee. basta salamat po. im looking forward to meet u someday. God bless! mwoaaah!! have some bite?

May 23, 2005

harhar POSTED AT 09:55 AM harhar! wla lang, im kinda happy right now kase ramdam na ramdam ko na mahal na mahal ako ni papables. harhar! just wanna share it with the whole world. basta always pray lang tlga. and dapat u know when to use your pride.. harhar! salamat sa mga advisers ko.. ahihihi. God bless us all! uhmmwoaaah!! 3 bites frm freaks